For seven years I sat at “the feet” of Yeshua. He taught me by way of Scripture, revelation and visions. During times of prayer He opened the eyes of my understanding, and instructed me in regard to my mission. It pleased Him to clothe me with authority and to entrust me with a prophetic ministry, through the laying on of hands and prophetic utterance in the presence of my husband and before many witnesses. I hold this authority and ministry in all humility, not for show nor for personal gain. This call of G-d was received by this humble earthen vessel to serve His interests only.

I am now “a polished arrow in His quiver”²², waiting to be placed on His bow, that He may aim and shoot me right toward the mark He predestined for me long ago.

As the Jewish national soul has been shaped by memories of repeated suffering throughout two millennia of exile, so was my life and soul shaped by years of relentless anti-Semitism.

My mother’s inability to face this demon almost cost me my life at the age of thirteen. Despair and hopelessness simply seemed to overwhelm me until a caring lady, who recognized my deep despair, found us a home in a nearby town. The tendency to suicide became a steady companion of mine. My lifeline was a most fragile one, made even more so by a severe lack of love and self-esteem. But despite my emotional fragility strengths developed also: I learned to face confrontations and courageously speak up and fight injustice. I did not retreat from human relations but became a defender of the helpless, defenseless and the under-dog, whether man or animal. Compassion developed to the extreme, and I grew to cherish truth while hating compromise, gossip, lies, slander and bigotry. I grew immune to rumors and tales and people’s favor or disfavor. Although rejection still hurt, I was no longer fearful.

In short, through the furnace of my childhood and early youth the Lord molded certain characteristics I later would need in His service. They are, to some degree, why some love me and others reject me. But despite the strength developed, the demons of my childhood and the bewildering voices of my blood haunted me until my Redeemer set me free and gave a name to the voices.

My wanderings have come to an end, and so have the days of loneliness, bewilderment, pain and despair. I have returned to our own Land, together with my husband and sons, in due time to be joined also by daughter and grandchildren. I am filled with purpose and a firm assurance of divinely ordained destiny. I know who I am, where I come from and where I am going.

Much remains to be done until the voice of my blood is satisfied, and the house of my fathers restored and repaired; to lift Israel out of depression and to bring her hope and vision; to bring her out of barrenness to overflow in fruitfulness; and for the believing Gentiles to join their proper sheepfold and comfort Israel. So ALL of Israel prepares in unity for the Return of her Messiah-King.

Therefore I shall continue serving G-d as a “sign”, a “herald”, and a “mother” to His people, both Jews and Gentiles of the Commonwealth of Israel, until this “arrow” - formerly hid in His quiver - shall strike its mark.
 
 

Dear Friend,

if you have read to this page, you probably did it for either one of the following three reasons: 

1) You have a similar story, therefore can identify with mine, and share my love and devotion to Yeshua, with an eternally thankful heart.

2) You found the story interesting, as one is interested in the life stories of other people, and wanted to know the outcome. 

3) My story struck a cord in your heart, because you too, are a seeker. My story is "speaking" to you, you don't know why. This, my dear friend, is not I speaking to you, but the Lord Yeshua, knocking at the door of your heart, to let Him come in.
 

I hope, my friend, that my testimony is convincing proof to you that Yeshua of Nazareth was not a deceived impostor and religious fanatic, but exactly Who He claimed to be: the Messiah of Israel, Son of G-d and Son of Adam, the Savior of Israel and the world. And of every person, regardless of race and nationality, that would come to Him with a repentant and broken heart, asking G-d for forgiveness and for Yeshua to become his/her Savior and Lord.

Believe me, my friend, when I say that you have not come to this page by accident, but that a loving and most caring Creator brought you here, that you might find your way back to Him and be restored to loving, intimate fellowship with Him. If this is indeed what you have been seeking after, whether conscioulsy or not, and you are tired of, fed up and disillusioned with the life you have been living, even if you attended church, synagogue, mosque or temple regularly, then pray this simple prayer, with all your heart, mind and soul:

"Yeshua, Lord, I believe that you are Who you claim to be, and that you are the Savior of the world, and my Savior. I deeply repent of all of my sins, of the life I have been living away from G-d, and I ask you to please forgive me all my sins, and come into my heart. Please, from this moment forward, be my Savior and my Lord, the Lord of my life. I surrender all to you. And in your Name I ask the Almighty G-d, your Father and now also mine, to please forgive me all my sins, and make me a new creation, with my old life passed away and gone."

"Thank you, Lord Yeshua, for becoming my Savior, and thank you, heavenly Father, for giving me a new and eternal life in Yeshua, your Son. Amen and Amen."

This simple prayer has brought you into transformation, into a new life so fulfilling and meaningful as you always longed for. Get yourself a good Bible, and with the help of the teachings of this Web site, begin your first steps as a born-again child of G-d. Read the pages of "My Stand" and study the Scriptures given there. Then go to "The Unchangeable Calendar of G-d" and do the same. Read the "Three Visions" and fully understand the manner and way of your salvation.

Ask the Lord to lead you to a Spirit filled congreagation, which walks in Yeshua's commandment to love one another as He loved us, and ask for the baptism of the Holy Spirit. Abide there as long as the Lord will have you go there, and learn, increase and mature in the knowledge, love, faith and hope of our Lord and Savior and His and our Father, the Holy One of Israel, the G-d of all the earth, the Only Living G-d.

P.S. If the name "Yeshua" is still too strange for you, then pray to Him in your own language. For example: the name "Jack" in the English language is "Hans" in the German language, and "Jaques" in French, and is a derivative of the English "John", which in German is "Johannes"; all of these are transliterations of the Hebrew name, "Yochanan," translated as "Jonathan" Hence, whether you pray "Yeshua" or "Jesus", the name means the same, and addresses the same Person. But because so many terrible crimes have been perpetrated in the name "Jesus", we Jewish believers prefer not to use this name. It still carries for us the stain of much innocent blood. His Name was given as "Yeshua", and that's the Name by which we call upon Him. 
 
 
 

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