3. Bearing
our Sins, Part II
Yeshua gazed through His swollen, puffed up lids
at the crowd. His body twisted from unspeakable pain, yet His heart contracted
with compassion nevertheless. Man had been trapped by Satan in a snare
without escape. No religious acrobatics could deliver man from this snare.
For this reason Yeshua had come. He is man’s way of escape from corruption,
his way of return unto G-d and imperishable life101.
NEITHER
THE JEWISH PEOPLE, NOR A POLITICIAN NOR A POLITICAL SYSTEM, PUT YESHUA
OF NAZARETH, SON OF MAN AND SON OF G-D, TO DEATH. THEY WERE MERE INSTRUMENTS.
IT
WAS S I N - OUR SINS - WHICH KILLED HIM. IT
WAS NOT FOR ANY POLITICAL OR RELIGIOUS REASON THAT YESHUA ENDURED THIS
VIOLENT DEATH. HE SUFFERED
DYING IN ORDER TO BREAK THE POWER
OF DEATH WHICH HAS HELD MANKIND CAPTIVE EVER SINCE THE FALL IN
THE GARDEN OF EDEN. YESHUA DIED, AND THEN ROSE AGAIN, TO
TAKE OUR CAPTIVITY CAPTIVE! 102
He knew. He understood. This was His mission.
Therefore He endured. Therefore He also forgave. His heart firmly anchored
in the Father’s will and utterly focused on His mission He bore this suffering
and weakness for man’s redemption.
He saw His mother, this gentle woman of the family
of David and house of Aaron, broken-hearted. Next to her was John, the
only one of all His disciples who stood by His cross, risking persecution.
Mary would be alone now with her faith in her Son. Yeshua’s natural brothers
and sisters would assault her momentarily with “we told you so!” They might
even sow doubt in her and destroy her faith. No, He would not leave her
helplessly exposed to their doubt and unbelief. “Woman,” He said, His voice
but a croaking whisper, “See here, your son.” And to John, “Here, your
mother.” John would safe-guard her faith in Yeshua and share with her his
intimate knowledge of Him. For no one knew Yeshua as closely as did His
disciple John (Yochanan) and His mother Mary (Miriam).
Suddenly --- darkness descended upon the earth.
Ice-cold horror gripped Yeshua’s heart. A realization distressing beyond
description assaulted Him. The Source of all light, G-d Almighty, turned
His Face away from Himk
because G-d cannot look upon sin. All of mankind’s collective sin, sicknesses,
ailments and diseases were now laid on Him103.
He became the receptacle of it all. He became the most abominable, vile
and despicable creature upon the whole earth --- in our stead. He became
our sa’ir la’Azazel
- our scapegoat!
All light had fled. The Face of G-d did not shine104
for which reason the sun was obscured105.
And the light of the Son106
was eclipsed by our sin and guilt that He bore. It was the hour of the
power of darkness107.
Yeshua fought a mortal battle for His and our souls. For three hours the
forces of hell battered and assailed the Lamb of G-d fastened to that cross.
He could no longer draw on the Father nor on His own power. His sole stay
was His faith in G-d’s Word and promise, His hope and trust in the Father’s
steadfast love and faithfulness. No supernatural aid, no heavenly support
came to His rescue. He was alone! Anguish and despair seized His soul108.
He could endure all because of the love of the Father. But at this most
crucial moment of His life, why had G-d abandoned Him?
Yeshua’s
heart felt like wax melting within His breast109.
His heart was breakingl.
The immeasurable suffering from the unspeakable torment became unbearable
at last when the Father turned away --- the one thing Yeshua did not anticipate.
As the Passover sacrifices were offered up in
the Temple so was He, the Lamb of G-d, slain and sacrificed upon His altar
of curse. From the depth of His tormented soul He finally cried out at
3 o’clock in the afternoon, having hung for six hours from the nails that
fastened Him to the cross: “Eli! Eli! Lama sabachtani?! [My G-d, My
G-d, why have You forsaken me?]” 110